Oh, hi there! Good to see you still checking for updates on my blog which has been quiet for too long. Longer than I ever expected but well… that’s life I guess. Today I’m here to explain everything to you, so grab a latte (or tea, you know, whatever you’d prefer) and enjoy this lil’ life update from me.
So the truth is, I haven’t been motivated to blog for a while. I kind of lost the connection with it and it didn’t feel right. I had no idea what to post and I didn’t want to force myself to post before I wasn’t sure what it is that I want to talk about. And honestly, I still don’t know. But I felt like I wanted to clear the air on why I’ve been away. My blog has always been something that I genuinely enjoy writing and reading and watching and analyzing but I haven’t really felt like myself here recently. I have some ideas but I haven’t been sure in which way I want to present them to you and that’s why it’s been so empty. I definitely want to come back and continue this journey because without it I feel just as empty myself but I need to do the way that makes me happy.
In addition of just lacking the motivation I’ve been super busy lately, too. Last week I started my final year of university which makes me so so happy but since it is the final year I have A LOT to do. We’ve never had projects this big and assignments this interesting and therefore I feel like I really need to focus on school more than I’ve done in the past. I actually need to find a company on which I can do my final thesis on and there’s only like 4 month until it all has to be clear and confirmed already. So there’s that. But I’ve also been getting back to the healthier lifestyle which means a lot of mealpreping and I’m not even kidding when I say that I been cooking meals for 3 hours every other evening. It’s a lot. And there goes a lot of my time. Time that I usually would be spending by the computer writing a blog post. And it’s not an excuse, it’s just an explanation on why I can’t come here as often as I used to.
Uh, also. I’ve been doing videos! I’ve filmed 3 videos in one week which I am so happy about. Although it’s all only in the beginning and there’s things I need to improve I have to say that I’ve never been more excited to film and upload videos. I LOVE it! I feel like it’s way easier to be myself in front of the camera than behind a written blog post so I am trying to learn from it and hopefully reflect my true self on here too. But at this time I feel like I’m more focused on the videos because it’s something that I really enjoy doing and it comes more naturally at the moment. So hint hint, you can Subscribe here!
But like I said before, I definitely want to get back to blogging and creating good content here. As I feel like this is something bigger this time I also feel like I can’t do this by myself. I really need your help guys! What do want to see here from now on? Is it outfit posts, beauty reviews or more daily life posts? I was thinking about focusing on one topic from now on because I feel like my blog’s been all over the place and I don’t know, I just think that it would be easier for me and for you if you can come here already knowing what kind of information you’d get from me. Does it makes sense? Probably not. But I’ve been thinking about fashion and maybe focusing on it a little bit more? Maybe share my tips and tricks over videos and keep my blog as a place where you can find fashion inspiration and my thoughts on it. What do you think? Or do you have a completely different opinion? I would really love to know!
So here’s my little ramble about life lately. It’s a crazy time but it’s a good time and I would absolutely love to makes this blog thing work again. For you and for me. I’m not making any promises on when my next post will be because I want to come back with a clear vision this time. But you are more then welcome to keep up with me over Youtube. I’ve posted 2 new videos that I haven’t shared yet so I’m just gonna leave these here for you. Thanks for understanding and I can’t wait to hear your thoughts! xx